The last month / 最後一個月

Only one month until the due date. The emotion is very complicated everyday. The happy thing is finally I am going to hold our daughter and meet her. On the other hand, I’m so worried about labor pain. I keep telling Eddie that I will die during the labor. He said I will be fine but I’m still very worried. I guess every mom has been through this. That’s why some moms have prenatal depression.

I hope I have a machine that can fast forward this month because every second feels like forever. My belly is already super big and the belly button has expanded completely. Every move Calie makes, makes me want to pee or it hurts me internally. She still has one month to grow. This is really tough for me. Please fast forward everything!!!!

One thing I can’t wait to say goodbye to is my pill box. I’m taking more vitamins than before now. Lol can’t believe I have been taking these vitamins almost a year, and I only missed three times since I started. I still feel sick taking those pills. Really can’t wait to decrease the quantity. Some people say having a girl might make your skin becomes really good. Not sure it is truth or not, however I have to say I definitely received some benefits from Calie or these supplements.

臨盆前的最後一個月囉! 每一天的情緒都好複雜，高興的是我終於快要可以抱到我們的女兒，可以見到她了，但是相反的我又好怕陣痛，我不斷的跟Eddie說我會痛死，他只能安慰我說我不會有事的，可是我還是擔心到不行，我猜每個媽咪可能都經歷過這一切，所以有些媽咪才有產前憂鬱症。

我真希望我可以有一台快轉這個月的機器，因為每一秒都覺得好久，我的肚子已經大到不能再大了，肚臍也被撐平了，Calie每一個胎動都讓我想要上廁所，不然就是踹我肚子，讓我肚子內層很痛，加上她還有一個月可以長大，真的好累，拜託快轉好嗎?!!!

有一個東西我真的等不及要跟它說拜拜，那就是我的藥盒，我現在每天要吃的維他命比之前更多了，哈哈不敢相信我竟然吃這些維他命整整一年了，而這一年我只有忘記三次，至今我還是覺得它們很噁心，等不及要減少數量了! 有些人說懷了女生皮膚會變好，無法證實它的可信度，不過我的皮膚可能真的因為Calie或是這些維他命而變得挺不錯的。